Sadness is always the legacy of the past; regrets are pains of the memory

There are worse things I could do,
Than go with a boy or two..
Even though you might think it's no good,
I suppose it could be true..
But there are worse things I could do
I could hurt someone like me,Out of spite or jealousy
I don't steal and I don't lie,
But I can feel and I can cry
A fact I'll bet you never knew
But to cry in front of you,
That's the worst thing I could do!!!

Moving today.. Help needed!!!

You know how they say a good sleep is necessary for your health, skin, hair and everything? If people around you know that, consider yourself lucky!!! Cuz my sisters don't believe in this kinda crap!!!!

So 8 in the morning the first one called cuz his son had slept over here and she needed me to get him ready by 8:30.. Being an aunt is not an easy task!!! I mean you just can't say excuse me I slept at 4 in the morning.. what about my skin, hair and the rest!!! All you have to say is:"sure sweetie, no problem!!!"

By 9:30 I was totally sleepless was making my cover letter to send to this company in Vancouver (Yup one of those times that I have to be anywhere but here again) when my other sister called... So I thought it's one of those sweet morning calls that you just make to see how everyone's doing and let them know you love them..

WRONG!

She was totally breathless and I was scared to death if everyone's OK.. In between that breathless speech with lots of unfinished words and sentences I could get some words like Tuesday.. Moving.. My house.. The garage..

Having faith in my sister and knowing she's not insane I tried to calm her down to see if her house is on fire!!!! Anywaysss long story short she was trying to remind me that our closing date is this coming Tuesday and I really don't wanna get into details how hard it's gonna be cuz basically for 3 weeks we're gonna be homeless (special thanks to my brother and my realtor!!!!) and until then we're gonna stay at my sister's..

Anyways the more I was trying to calm her down the more freaked out she was.. And then she started telling me how we can't count on her husband cuz he's injured his hand and that we should go to her place this afternoon to make some place in her garage.. That's when I told her ummm I can't come this evening I have French class.. You know those 3 second pauses that you know somebody's gonna get hurt??!! It didn't last that much!!! In less than 2 seconds she basically exploded and I think (not sure if that's what she was trying to say tho.. It's not easy to comprehend her when she's yelling) that she was telling me that I shouldn't go to that class when I have so many things to do!!!!

It's 10:40 now.. My cover letter is undone.. My sister has a possible upcoming heart attack.. and I've sat here writing:

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Making a Wish!

"If an angel asks me what's your biggest wish I would say that I wish I could eat as much as I want without being worry about my body and weight!!!!"
That's my best friedn's biggest wish!!!! I was like you sure that's what you want? You can ask for money and do all kind of surgeries to stay fit and beautiful but like a determined lady who's given it lots of thoughts she just shook her head and said Nope that's what I want.. I wanna stay slim no matter what!!!!
And it made me wonder what if there was a Jinni in a Bottle??!! What if she was there to make one of your wishes come true?! What would you wish for??!! Happinness? Health? Eternal Love?
I would wish there were no endings for good things cuz I can't stop wondring why:
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end!!!

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